,,i watched him.
his chocolate eyes richer than coffee and darker than a cold winter night
soft, light golden hair
smooth like honey.
just as sweet.
skin glistening in the autumn sun, the cold winds blew
so sweet you want more,
more before it becomes sickly.
hes captivated you
a trap you cant escape, you need to leave
but each time you see him you want more."
i watched him destroy your life
i watched you run back each and everytime.
he used you, now theres nothing behind those eyes
nothing but an empty shell.
a victim of who you once were"
,,forcing positivity never works,
forcing it for the sake of other might feel good
but we know that wont last.
the mass of negativity is growing, growing, growing
you cant take it anymore.
,,born in a time that is not mine,
causes heart ache
cuts along my wrist and the bruises
wash the pain
wishing i could be with you
nothing but death to unite us, pull a hi-point 995 to my head
only thinking my lies, though i wish we could smile
comfort me with lullabies
pain is the only thing i feel- take me back
back to when we couldve been one
a time where i think i couldve won"
,,look at me i scream
though it only falls on deaf ears
we were never meant to be
time passing all these years
becuase i know what it feels like to be you
my love couldve stopped the pain
though my death would ensue
look at me i scream,
though i know nothing is to gain"